i love my life

after blogs

2008-07-01T04:06:00.001-07:00

zzz im so bored now cant believe im actually posting here hehe

yvon just came to my house to do issues and ideas. haha we were pigging out (whats new) and looking at ppl's photos on facebook. seriously. the way some ppl look on photos and cam whore is !!! XD woah we really spent/wasted alot of time on the com.. but it was fun. and we managed to do some work! not bad eh. hmm didnt go for the class thingey in the end.. dont really like bowling:S and john's hse is too far 0.0 well i have nothing to do now... ><

hmm

2007-09-25T21:29:00.001-07:00

i got a request from someone to talk more about my dreams... hmmm

well my dreams are insane. like veryveryvery weird.

there are some who have come real.. like there was once when i was little, i dreamnt that my parents brought me to watch a dinosaur movie( u know the one where the dinosaurs can talk and stuff.. v long ago..) . i can still remember that i had this ketchup hotdog and it went all over my hand.. cos it was v dark in the cinema.

haha and a month or so after that i really went to watch the movie and ate the hotdog.. dejavu!

hmmm...

actually tt was quite a boring dream hahahahaha

there are of course other much um weirder and stranger ones, even violent ones haha which i will keep to myself :p

shonda

hmm

2007-09-25T00:25:00.001-07:00

i know im mean...
but ya. this blog is dead.

okokok i shall jus write something now since the layout is so nice hahahaha

hmmm
i have promos now. very sian. so now that there is only 2 papers to go i am slacking and wasting my life on the computer.

maybe i should write more often.

i keep forgetting i have a blog lol.

2007-06-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

OMG. wow its been AGES since i posted... hmmm been pretty busy. guess life in this brown sch is quite good after all--well, people adapt. but i will still miss my blue school!

lol. blocks are over and whee i have tons of stuff to do. hmm. 1st on the list is watch tv! i haven't been able to watch tv for a looong time without feeling guilty haiz. now i can start my movie marathons wooh. then i must exercise. goodness who knows how long its been since i ran. i don't even dare to think of how much i weigh now:S

saw g sim in my condo just now. wonder who he was visiting. ha who cares anyway. and guess what, im working! kinda anyway. im teaching tuition, to benefit others who do not have my brain haha just kidding...the pay is not v good though. but who's complaining if i can get some money?

can't wait to watch transformers:D

got nothing else to write. <3 shonda

lagging...

2007-04-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

haha wow its been soo long since i actually posted. not that i think anyone would read this but, anway. today is GOOD FRIDAY... its amazing how its been so long since jesus died on the cross for us. despite the fact that that has happenned so long ago, we still see God's love evident everywhere around us.

God created us in his image, so that when we see ourselves, we will be reminded of his sacrifice and his neverending love for us... i have always wondered how he could have that capacity to love everyone of us, despite our evil and sins....

haha gtg

bye

a brand new year

2007-01-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

haha its been such a long time since i posted and well actually went online...

so.

its kinda sad everyones separated now, but SY will forever stay in my heart.... okkk shall not be too emotional, but its quite sad. one thing i notice about my new school is that mass dances are realllllyyyy popular. like reallllyyy= dance sessions everyday. hmmm cant say its on my favourites list. hahaha 2 left feet i guess.

wonder where everyone went. since the new year has started, i've been sooo busy, and now school started, tired as well. reach home so late everyday loh!!!

and the weirdest thing is that im the OG rep, for no reason...dunno why my leader ummm sensed? that i used to be a treasurer and asked me to collect money. sigh, collecting money that i cannot keep....

haha gtg byeee guys.

ITS over

2006-11-17T01:55:00.000-08:00

ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS SO OVER THAT I CANNOT BELIEVE IT OH MY OGSH IM BURSTING WITH HAPPINESS I DONT HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE!!!

uh hum, sorry about that um outburst.

totally cannot believe that i can do anything i want now, and, as bin said, give into all the temptations. there is only one word i can say: WOO HOO!

i cant believe im typing this now

2006-11-14T23:12:00.000-08:00

oops what a bad time to add a post. but im just so bored. only 2 more days. or 3, if u count today.

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

i seriously need sleep. Am very scared that i will have eyebags, which are gross.

[i wanna feel easy... i wanna be high... i wanna be free...]

tired.wats new?

2006-10-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

sigh it seems like everyone has an autograph book and i must admit that i want one but it is so late, me being the last minute kinda person. should i should i not. sigh. i guess everything would work out like it always does:)

hmm a certain somebody is gonna have their birthday soon(make it 2) and i think i know what to get them. but the problem is..... i dunno what to ask them to get me hahahahhahahhah.

oh this brings me the topic to MY BIRTHDAY.

my birthday is on 4TH DECEMBER. XUEWEN'S ALSO (HAHA I DIDNT FORGET HER K? SO MUST GET XUEWEN A PRESENT TOO K?)

oops pls forgive me for so blantantly um advertising my birthday, but its just that sob my birthday is always during the hols and this = no present. sobsobsob me and xuewen share this poor plight. guess it was my fault to be born on winter.

actually i do wonder how winter in canada looks like. hmm snow flakes? frozen lakes? i promise that i'll go back one day and spend Christmas there. :)

okay enough of my crapping.

thats all for today.

shonda

chokes...

2006-10-08T00:13:00.000-07:00

goodness the air yesterday was really bad and now i am trying to write with no punctuation so that i can show exactly how horridly blur the air is omg the psi has even hit 150 but schools won't close unless it is above 300 which i doubt it will be but i am still hoping oh hoping so hard that it will be more hazy coz then i dont have to go to school and waste time slacking and not doing work when the exams are coming so close and i havent even started to study i am seriously so screwed someone help me focus and concentrate but i know i will still be very distracted oh no im am so stressed gloria is studying so hard that it is freaking me out and she studies really very hard doing chem and all her notes i just realised exactly how freakingly hardworking gloria is ahhhh writing withour puctuation is quite fun but i feel a bit like a psycho just spewing out words with no pause i am really typing like mad so that i can finish before my mum and dad comes home from their viewing of houses oh ya i still haven't found a house yet so troublesome i was just typing out letters to owners of this condo so that my parents can go put it in thei mail box and see if anyone responds to it sigh i dunno what to do with my life and i just seem to get things in order and i hate that because i feel wasted and like a failure i hate not having control of my life because it is the only thing i can control but now i am screwing it up oh i just want everything to be okay again oops i just realised when i write stuff like that without punctuation i sound a but depressed no very depressed and suicidal oops everyon im fine but just being the crazy normal me i am hahahaha i better stop and ey can you find the punctuation i have hidden in this whole chuck there is only one and yes go look for it and tell me on the tagboard sorry there is no prize for correct answers as it is really so easy for you brainiacs outthere especially from our class where everyone is so freaking smart and getting so many A1s ok so bye now and have a nice life people shonda signing off

2006-09-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
this is yuan kheng invading shonda's blog.
hahas.
[btw, i totally love her layout :) yay me]

top 20s

2006-09-24T19:14:00.000-07:00

haha here's a list of the top 20 stuff which i like:

(totally not in order, except the first one)

-God
-korean spicy tofu soup
-happy endings
-sweet stuff
-chocolate
-long bus rides
-sleeping
-dreaming ( coz my dreams are weird )
-listening to music
-watching mind deadening tv shows
-height (tallness)
-breathing (at least im alive)
-laughter
-white teeth
-bathing
-nice hair (coz mine is so unmanageable)
-cleaning dirt
-blogging
-doing student surveys ( beacuse they let us do stuff like this, tagging and surfing the net. for ur info, i am doing this in school during the student survey which has 131 questions)
-chatting on msn

yes that is my life.
boring i know, so dont read it.

after exams can be so mundane.

now xuewen is beside me in a lost craze, doing 'lost' puzzles and questionairres ( dunno how to spell) and games. talk about obsessed. on my other side is cara reading 'killer' stuff, collecting info for us to buy her the album for birthday present. hmm. talk about being subtle.

gloria is reading jokes (no surprise), though they all seem to be unintentionally sick. here's one:

one guy was in a fast food restaurant and he was eating a burger. when he took a bite out if it, he noticed a small hair sticking out of the burger, and went to the waitress to complain.

he said, "there is a hair in my burger, i demand to see what is happening in the kitchen!"

Thus the waitress brought him behing to the kitchen. there, he saw the cook take a meat patty and squash it between his armpit.

"that's disgusting!" said the guy.

"oh its nothing. you should see what he uses when he makes donuts."

sick right. ask someone else if you don't get it.

haha. enjoy.

life

2006-09-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

i was just reading the bible when i saw many tokens and nuggets of wisdom.

i realized-just how much of our life is really meaningful? our daily hustle and bustle, our selfishness and our complete regard for our own interests-- is it time to sit back and reflect?

i dont want to sound preachy, but its never too late to find our purpose in life.

here's some stuff which i read in the bible....

[Why did the nations say, "Where is their God?" Our God is in heaven; he does whatever pleases him. But their idols are silver and gold, made by the hands of men. They have mouths, but cannot speak, eyes, but cannot see; they have ears, but cannot hear, noses but they cannot smell; they have hands, but cannot feel, feet, but cannot walk; nor can they utter a sound with their throats. Psalm 115:2-7]

its true isn't it?

and another one:

[one man pretends to be rich, yet is nothing; another pretends to be poor, yet has great wealth. Proverbs 13:7]

extremely relevant in our superficial world.

[In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his step. Proverbs 16:9]

[An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips. Proverbs 24:26]

these words are very useful and beautiful, is it not? :)

listen and learn ppl.

haha.

shonda

im bored

2006-09-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

i was so delighted that exams were like finally over, but i must say nothing exciting has happened yet...

is it normal to be bored when you are not studying, and have nothing to do?

basically, my life can be simplified into a few simple stages:
1. wake up and eat
2. go to school by bus
3. reach school
4. have lessons ( so far so bad)
5. eat
6. sleep
7. eat again
8. read?
9. watch tv?
10. use the com? and screw up my blog and the template thingeys?
11. eat?again?
12. sleep

actually, my favorite part of the day is sleep. yes i know i am a pig, i admit i am one, but i lovve to sleep because i dream alot.

dreams include me being a
-dwarf with purple hair and green clothes, a slave to a giant who was trying to woo this girl with cup noodles
-a character in a game and running from a weasel in a spacecraft thingey
-normal girl but being attacked by a hordes of mean girls look alike tai tais

and me going to weird places like
-fairy land with huge marble steps and castle stuff
-going to school and sitting on the art room having mrs choo check my pencil box for trasparency paper (like huh?!!)
-an art exam, where you have to sit on the floor and stir horfun
-in an underground cave to rescue a chinese general

as seen from above, my brain is weird.
and thats why i love to dream...

welcome

2006-09-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

i just realized how difficult it is for someone like me, who knows nuts about html to create a blog. i tries to create one in xanga, but it totally screwed up.

so. here i am in blogspot.

supposed it was my own way of celebrating now exams are over, so i created a new blog. actually, i have no idea why i chose to use xanga, but heck. anyway, sorry that you all have to relink me...
hmm. i wonder if anyone is really gonna read this.

ok. now i feel kinda stupid talking to myself...